You won't see this until way late, but I love you. I'll be handing you an apple before we leave - hopefully when you see this, you'll understand why. <3

Off to Melanie's. Peace out homes.

So, life has been a little hard. I'm trying to adjust to someone who loves me very much and who I love back, I'm just a closed off ninny who doesn't know what he's doing half the time. I need to start learning from my mistakes and take advice that is given to me - it's going to be difficult breaking out of my stubborn ass shell of high pole-to-ass ratios, but I will do it. I just have to work on those people skills outside the social and business setting. If I don't, I'll be chatting it up with earthworms sure enough.

We're moving to Merrimac for the time being then hopefully going to Seabrook - New Hampshire has more jobs and it's less money to rent a place there. Then, we won't have to worry about butting heads on the home front.

My car overheated big time yesterday in the middle of the worst Boston traffic I have seen in some time. Like, bumper to bumper, gears grinding bullshit. Nick's father took a look at it after and my Dad examined it today - now, it's working, but we may have to look for something else. AND WOULDN'T YOU FUCKING KNOW IT, I saw a 1967 Impala for SALE today for 10 Grand. Blue with blue interior but it was a two door and just itching for a black paint job. I was just talking to my dad previously about how I wanted one and there it was. I am really debating looking into getting the model as a secondary car out of college. Like a gift to myself or something; that is, if I can gather the cash and the deals to do so but.

Metallicar, what.

warfleet is opening its doors yet again!
We need fun players who can work in an environment filled with strange happenings, multi-worlds, a cursed lunar phase and much more. Anything and anyone is welcome, but we do have some wanted characters you may want to check out.

Dean and Sam Winchester, anyone from One Piece, Ruby Rod, ANYONE FROM SILENT HILL OR RESIDENT EVIL, ORIGINAL CHARACTERS.

Please check it out! We're in the works of starting sometime in the next week or so. :3

So, Anime Boston line up. Unfortunately, I won't be attending as Ace this year, as my brother can't come. So, if you're looking for me, I'll be as follows:

Friday: Rob Lucci, Galley-La and CP9
Saturday: Sir Crocodile
Sunday: Surprise!

Ah, happy hangovers. This is how I do.

Hark! I believe a Dunkin Donuts is calling me from yonder window!

Art (c) Wanipara

Ah, good moods are nice. And little Crocs are an added bonus. Bring it on, finals. Bring it on, grades. I am ready for some failing grades, but - I will tackle you and beat you.

Ain't nothing stopping me now.

And to answer a question from long ago; yes, self, there are good men left out there.

My Baroque Works Project:
For my reference. I am making up my own Baroque Works design and stuff because I am crazy. And these are just based off my friends and it is for fun and shit.

AND I NEED PEOPLE. SO IF YOU WANT IN, PLEASE TELL ME.

( List. )

Friendship isn't a damn competition. I don't want to compete; if that's how it's going to be, I quit right now.

Christ, people. No, just. That isn't how normal things should work.

Bah. I may be out for a while. Stupid shit.

This is why we can't have nice things.

I'm glad to know that there are people out there that find it appropriate to address me, as a person, in something as DUMB as RP!S. I'm a transgender male, yes. Should I have said that on day one? Nope. I don't have to. It's not my job to tell people about it; I have to trust people before I go into that.

And you know, I think I was right not trusting people.

I am hurt, pissed off and disappointed. I thought you people had more integrity than that.

And I'll leave this post open. Comments are screened.

Thank you to those that have talked to me. I don't want anyone to really get involved, because this is kind of battle between me and them. But I fbkdjbgs yeah.

Thank you. I don't have anything else I can say that would be efficient.

Flushing out Croc's backstory via narratives. Warnings? Blood, violence, language and sex. So. Everything.

feenekks wrote up an absolutely wonderful scene where Crocodile loses his crew. I am working from there, as well as the dream clip. I'll be adding to it as time goes on.

( I. )

( II. )

( III )

Present for scribe_portra and feenekks

Title: Gives You Hell
Rating: R
Pairings: Smoker/Crocodile, Smoker/Ace, and SURPRISE
Warnings: Sex, liquor, some out of characterness, spite, bitchy men.

( Gives You Hell. )

FOR scribe_portra because she needs some loving today;

Title: Garp-a-nomics
Rating: PG

( Garp-a-nomics. )

Copy/Pasted from feenekks;

"The rules are simple, one person (that'd be me, since I'm making the post) requests a pairing/character/et cetera and a prompt! For example: UM. Cid/Tea -- Beijing. (WTF kind of prompt is that, self?!) Then, the people participating write THREE sentences (three is ideal, but a few more is okay, too) relating to the prompt! The first person to reply gets to request next and the second person requests second and so on and so forth until we all get tired of it and say screw it.

GET IT? GOT IT? GOOD."

My first prompt? JAZZ AND LOVERS.

Fft. Ignore this. I'm working on some original stuff mixed in with fandom.

Title: Protect Life.
Rating: R
Fandom: One Piece, Monkey D. Dragon, OC

( Protect Life. )

I have to say this here and before you become enraged, know I am doing this with civility and trust and I expect it in return.

If you have an issue with me and you are starting to complain to people in the masses, why not come to me instead of running to an anonymous meme? I promise I am friendly and I promise I will take your opinions and grievances to heart. I'm actually kind of upset that none of you thought you could talk to me. I'm not mean in any fashion, least I do not think so, and if you believed I was being sexist, annoying or offensive using sir, you should have talked to me guys. Like, really.

But I guess it's buried and it's done. I'm sorry.

And I totally overstayed my welcome.

I'm leaving this post public with anonymous. If you need to talk to me that way, then I'll leave the option, or something.

Title: A Perfect Lie
Pairing: Smoker/Crocodile, Smoker/Ace
Rating: R

( A Perfect Lie. )

Title: Monster Hospital
Chapter: I
Rating: R

( Chapter I )

Title: Monster Hospital
Rating: R
Chapter: Prologue
Pairing: Smoker/Ace hints, Smoker/Crocodile
Warnings: Violence. Evil!Smoker. I THOUGHT OF THIS WHILE DRUNK OK.

( One Man Army. )

Title: Over and Over
Pairing: Smoker/Ace hints.
Warnings: Angst, poisoning. Character death. Part I of II.


( Over and Over. )